Feeling a bit flat. That's the word to describe it I think. I've never really understood that phrase before, 'feeling flat' but now I think I do. I feel like a big ball of nothing that's going no where and it definitely needs to change.
I hate being a waitress and I hate having no money all the time. I hate getting paid, then paying rent/counciltax/gas/electricity/water/tvlicence/internet and having nothing left. Absolutely sick of it. I'm also sick of people saying that if you want something to change, change it. It's really hard.
Right enough moaning now. Moan moan moan, that's all I ever seem to bloody do these days. Enough.
Currently watching Philomena and it's lovely. Terribly heart achingly lovely.
I've just heard a line that I really like:
'You should be nice to the people on the way up because you might meet them again on the way down.'
I really like that. Everyone should definitely take note of that. Especially the rude woman at work today who has clearly never worked a hard day in her life. I'm going to think about that quote a lot.
I think this is good for me. I miss blogging like this, like a diary. This is just a place where I can ramble on about whatever's going on in my head and I think I need it. I don't think I'll read this back, I'll just let it go into the big wide world and come back and read it later.
Feeling a lot better now. Thanks internet, I'll get back to my film now.
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